MY VIEW FROM THE COCKPIT
The Personal Testimony of Dr. David Parsons
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I am color blind. No one can ever flight military aircraft who has any type of color blindness. As a child, I had five seizures between the ages of 5 to 12 years old. No one can ever flight military aircraft who has ever had a seizure. With each of these convulsions, I had total loss of consciousness. No one can ever earn their military wings if they have had a single loss of consciousness I was on big time anti-convulsant medicine into college, and I wore glasses. If anyone has any one of these, they cannot train to fly military airplanes.
It is a very long story of how I was approved to fly, and none of it makes any logical sense. But there was NO WAY I ever should have been allowed anywhere near a military airplane, let alone the fighters… but… there was a power above that determined I was to fly military jets and I went to fly.

T-38 Falcon, advanced supersonic trainer for United States Air Force (USAF) flight training.
After graduating from TCU (Texas Christian University), I went to Air Force Officer’s Training School to be commissioned a 2nd lieutenant.
There is no test that will tell you whether or not you will be any good as an aviator. But when I climbed into the cockpits, it was a perfect fit. One year later, I graduating at the top of my class and received my wings. I then went to fly fighters for the USAF. In the first two fighters I flew, I won the Top Gun award. Then, it was off to Vietnam.
In the first three months of combat, six of my classmates would die; by the end of my one year tour there would be many more friends who would pay the ultimate sacrifice.

OV-10 Bronco
I flew the OV-10 Bronco, a brand new fighter type observation aircraft designed for Vietnam. We always flew very low and flew slow to optimize our visibility of ground action. We had one of the highest fatality rates due to our mission of constantly flying directly over the enemy. We were always alone.
Let me tell you about our mission. We lived with the USArmy units we supported. We attended briefings every day to know where the enemy was suspected to be, and where our troops were being deploying. We had our guy’s radio frequencies and could always be in contact when they got into trouble.
I took enemy ground fire virtually every mission and deployed my rockets and automatic gunfire every day. These missions were intense. We carried both high explosive and white-smoke marking rockets along with 4 internally mounted machine guns and occasionally a minigun that fired 6000 rounds/minute. Our plane was very effective at suppressing enemy assaults and advancement. I could help the fighting men on the ground by identifying their position, then assaulting the enemy with my weapons. When excessively hostile, I could direct Army artillery or call in fighter aircraft support with powerful explosive weapons.
During attacks, the ground fire from the enemy was fierce both for me and our ground forces. The Army guys loved us as we often saved their lives and limbs.

The OV-10 Bronco over Vietnam.
But when I returned from each mission, the sense that I was something special in my plane accelerated. Every mission I came back as a valiant warrior in victory. I felt invincible and volunteered to fly more and more sorties, especially night combat, and finished that year flying more than 450 combat missions.
As a First Lieutenant, I was highly recognized by my commander and was selected to be a combat instructor pilot. My “students” were experienced pilots with no previous combat flying. Each training mission was a hostile combat mission; my job was to make them combat qualified.
I was then picked to be in a select group to lead the initial air invasion into Cambodia. These missions were very harrowing as we were now against the North Vietnamese Army who had tanks, trucks and anti-aircraft defenses. Our attacks were devastating on the invading North Vietnamese, but on every mission we faced intense enemy ground fire.
After the year, I was awarded three Distinguished Flying Crosses, the Vietnamese Cross of Gallantry and a chest full of medals. The ATTITUDE that I was something very special in a combat airplane was firmly established. IT WAS WHO I WAS!
Do you see that the ATTITUDE equals Pride. In Proverbs of the Bible it says “Pride disgusts the Lord.” The Seven Deadly Sins are also listed there and number one is Pride.
My story is unique but the issues with pride are extremely common so I hope many of you will identify. As I’ve said, I was 1st Lt David Parsons, USAF Fighter Pilot/Forward Air Controller (FAC) assigned to the USArmy. At first, I was with the 1st Infantry Division, then the 25th Infantry Division and was ultimately one of the original Rustic FACs as we invaded Cambodia. But who I was, was a man possessed by pride.
Let me tell you a little of the spiritual life of this 24 year old combat pilot. I grew up in a small town in Oklahoma. I was blessed with wonderful Christian parents. I was a good kid and did things right. But, my faith never matured from childhood. Jesus was just the lead actor in Bible stories and nothing else.
As a top gun combat fighter pilot, the falling away from anything spiritual began. God was replaced with THE ATTITUDE, the attitude that I could fly combat better than all the other pilots. I was my own false god.
Remember the color blind kid with five seizures and five episodes of loss of consciousness? Totally unknown to me, the Lord was actively leading, guiding and moving in my life. And I was totally unaware.
Returning to the States, now Captain Parsons continued as a combat instructor pilot for experienced pilots going to Vietnam.
Then the dream assignment came, the F-105 Thunderchief. One guy, one engine and pure speed and power! For so many military pilots, this was also their dream aircraft.

The F-105 Thunderchief was the fastest low altitude fighter known; it was called the "Thud."
When I got to the Fighter Weapons School, the instructors immediately criticized me because my background was as a FAC. They wanted “real combat fighter pilots.” I should have been humbled but instead, I was challenged.
If you saw the original movie Top Gun, the character Tom Cruise played so desperately wanted to be the Top Gun that he would do anything to win it, including violating the rules of engagement. I did not violate the rules of engagement and by the third strike mission, I beat my instructor. There were 17 strike missions in the program. All of the instructors wanted to fly against me to prove that no student could beat them, but each time I came back victorious.
Finally, on the seventeenth flight, they put me up against the wing’s Top Gun. He was a seasoned veteran with 100 bombing missions over North Vietnam. He knew the plane well. He was a great pilot. We fired the Gatling gun and rockets. We flew high and low angle bomb runs. But when the smoke cleared, there was a new Top Gun. For the first time, a student won that hallowed honor.
Tom Wolfe wrote a book about fighter pilots called The Right Stuff. In that book, he talks about the ego of the fighter pilot. He said, “There is no ego in any other profession that rivals that of the fighter pilot except one -- the surgeon.” The week I won Top Gun, I was accepted to medical school at the University of Texas.
I was on my way up the ladder of success, and The Attitude was out of control.
Life as a medical student was tough after a life in the fast lane, but when I finished, I graduated with the same honors that I had won in fighters. The ATTITUDE was reborn in medicine.
Where was Jesus in all this? Long forgotten. But had He forgotten me?
Years later, I was now both a full Colonel and a full Professor. I had specialized in children but after becoming a Pediatrician and serving in Albuquerque for a few years, I realized that I really wanted to operate on children and returned for 5 attentional years of study to become a Pediatric Head and Neck Surgeon.
I studied under some of the top surgeons in the world in London and Sydney, Australia. They not only taught me surgery, but they taught me how to advance our specialty. I began doing research and wrote over 130 articles for medical journals, I edited the largest selling book in the world on Pediatric Sinus Care and designed over 45 surgical instruments.
Am I boasting? You need to understand how high my mountain was to understand how great the fall was when it all collapsed.
I was still in the USAF and could not receive any financial benefit from the sale of these instruments. So the manufacturers put my name “Parsons” on each instrument. As a result, my name was known all over the surgical world. I was invited to lecture in more places than you can imagine. The ATTITUDE? I had gone from Top Gun fighter pilot to Top Gun Surgeon.
But my out-of-control-ego ruffled feathers, especially the General’s and his staff. Without formally accusing me, they began an investigation to prove that since the surgical instrument manufacturers were making millions, Colonel Parsons was taking money under the table. They were wrong. I never took any money, but when the investigation showed that I was innocent, 3 more investigations were held and I was put under house arrest. Yet, no wrongdoing was found and the house arrest was ultimately lifted, BUT…
My career… my empire that I had worked so hard to build was crumbling and obviously destroyed. This fall from secular success was devastating, crushing and hopeless.
As I was falling into a Godless despair, I could only reflect on my beloved wife who loved Jesus. With her as a model of peace and joy, I did something almost unbelievable. I said “yes.”
Three friends, who didn’t know each other, independently approached me not knowing that I was in crisis mode. The first friend said, “David, you have been doing some spectacular surgical work, let’s go together down to Mexico and see if we can’t help the poor rural people in the mountains?” I am an immense skeptic, I didn’t say yes to anything without a thorough consideration. But I turned to that friend and said, “You bet, let’s go.”
The second friend came up and said, “David, how about joining me in Bible study?” I was NOT going to read that ancient book, and I wasn’t going to believe any of that “Jesus stuff” either. But I said, “Yes.” There is no question, the “yes’s” came out of hopelessness, despair, and profound emptiness.
The third friend came to me and said, “David, let’s go to a Christian men’s retreat.” Being the spiritual skeptic I was, I would never go to such an event, but, I agreed to go.
The Bible study was powerful & the mission work deeply touched my heart.
But the men’s retreat was an opportunity to learn about and really grasp Grace. Grace is the unmerited, profound love of God given freely to each one of us. It isn’t earned, in fact, you can’t earn it, no matter how good you are. I had no clue as I was not only a non-believer, I was a rejector of Jesus.
On the retreat, I was profoundly moved. I remember our small group leader took just our table to the chapel to talk and to pray together. We sang acappella the beautiful hymn “Here I am Lord,” from the ancient Book of Isaiah and the words of the song “Here I am, Lord. Is it I Lord? I have heard you calling in the night. I will go, Lord, if you lead me” went straight to my heart.
I suddenly realized how little I had to show HIM and for 1st time, I was truly humbled. At that moment, I could see through the pride and the anger I had for the men who falsely accused me. For years I had been wanting others to change, to see MY way. NOW, I recognized “I” was the problem. I needed to be the one to change, without my self-centered behavior, none of these terrible issues would have ever happened.

Professor (Dr.) David at the University of Missouri, 1993.
I suddenly realized how little I had to show HIM and for 1st time, I was truly humbled. At that moment, I could see through the pride and the anger I had for the men who falsely accused me. For years I had been wanting others to change, to see MY way. NOW, I recognized “I” was the problem. I needed to be the one to change. Without my self-centered behavior, none of these terrible issues would have ever happened.
So, I laid my sins and my pride on the altar in that little country chapel and for the first time ever, I asked Him to forgive me. And I broke down, falling to the floor and curling into the fetal position; I cried and cried and cried. Right then, while laying on the floor, I made the decision to truly believe in Jesus and ask Him to enter into my life and take control of it.
And He did.
My life was changed.
John 6:28-29 is a very touching scripture. Jesus, the disciples, some of the Pharisees and some normal Jewish people were walking along the road. “Then they asked Him, ‘What must we do to do the works God requires?’” Notice “works” is pleural. That means the asker wanted a list of ALL the things a person MUST do to be able to enter Heaven. What is the “have to do list?”
Jesus answered, “The work of God is this: to believe in the One He has sent.” As Jesus says “work” it is singular. “The list" is ONE thing only. True Christianity says salvation is simply believing in Jesus and NOT doing a list of must-do activities .
The Apostle John tell us this more than 15 times in the first 11 chapters of his book. John 3:16 says the same thing. “For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life.” Simply believing is the answer to eternal life with Him!
As I slowly began to grasp this, peace, contentment and joy began to fill my life. Since that day my story only gets better. I am a changed man. My life has a purpose far greater than I had ever realized before. My life now centers on a daily walk with Him and it effects virtually every decision I make.
Have you ever wondered if you could “Change the World?” The Lord did, using me and some truly wonderful friends. By accepting Christ into my heart, God allowed me to use the platforms that He had already given me as a non-believer to bond with believing doctors to reach new heights for us in Third World ministry.
The platforms were as an author, lecturer and professor. Together we (the team and the Holy Spirit who directed us) helped organize a single mission trip. But slowly, over time, it expanded to serve 13 countries, beginning with just one step. And it continues to expand.
The Lord gave me endearing friendships and together we created teams made up of some of the most outstanding doctors in our country. These doctors also loved Jesus. The grace and passion encouraged all of them to return for a second trip, then a third and now well over a hundred trips.
Our goals had many faces. One was to go into small rural villages in the Third World with a team of 90-100 where we took over a school compound and converted it into a med/surgical hospital with dirt floors. In order for the locals to be seen by doctors and cared for, every person and family member had to hear the Gospel in their language multiple times.
My expertise was cleft lip and palate surgery coupled with having a heart to share Jesus. Through the team, so many families came to know Jesus. Bible studies and home churches were started that are still going to this day. All of this worked!
Another face of some of our trips was to go into major teaching hospitals in the Third World and give millions of dollars worth of donated new or high quality used equipment and teach their professors about new and modern surgery. Such stops included cities all over Vietnam, Cuba, Honduras, Eastern Europe, Mexico, South Africa, Cambodia and others.
Always, their professors were in awe of what we gave and offered. They always asked, “Why are you doing this?” And that opened the door to quietly share Jesus. Quietly because openly sharing in communist countries would result in arrest or revocation of our passports.
We worked using the Pyramid Principle. We started at the top, teaching their most respected surgeons in the country. We quickly realized after we left they would not only teach modern surgery but they would also teach Jesus. Year after year we returned updating their skills and their knowledge of our Lord.
Here it was, the Christian Community in action. The world was changed and it was all by God’s amazing Grace… and He let us help!
I hope you can see, I did NOT plan any of this; I was simply obedient, willing & prayerful! Even with the first baby step, the Lord made the plan and opened doors widely.
The validity of our witness is not proven in immediate results. Some Christians will plant, some will water, and some will harvest. As disciples, we are not called to be successful but to be faithful: doing what we can, with what we have, wherever we are, to advance Christ’s Kingdom on earth.
My story isn’t complete but neither is yours. He is NOT finished with us. So listen in your quiet moments. He IS calling you. And like our song says, “Whom shall I send? Is it I Lord? I will go, Lord, if you lead me!”
Amen and thank you for reading! But there is one more story you might enjoy that reveals a couple of our many joyous triumphs.
On our first trip to Havana, Cuba in 2000, we went knowing we couldn’t even say “Jesus” publicly. So our goal was two fold: build friendships and teach modern surgery. There was only one Cuban surgeon who spoke English, Luis, and he was a junior resident in ENT. He was always with us and his translation in the operating theatre was essential.
We also were assigned a translator for lectures. She was the head of English Department and grew up as a little girl in New York City. She was blind but had exceptional hearing.
Luis was raised by a Fidel loving father who taught Luis what Christians believed and pointed out all the flaws in Christian’s thinking. Every year, we took Luis out for dinner and, in private, and tried our best to share Jesus. Luis always laughed at us politely and quoted his father’s teachings.
For 17 years we repeated this same program and for 17 years we received laughs. But in that time, Luis became an absolutely outstanding sinus and head and neck surgeon.
Then in the 18th year, the trip occurred a week after a devastating hurricane struck northern Cuba. The hurricane then rested for 17 hours directly over a small village of 500 homes. All were leveled. So this trip, instead of only teaching in the major cities, we used our funds to buy building equipment, cleaning supplies and food.
As we went through the village, we gave away everything we had and fearlessly shared Jesus. Luis translated. Many of the people were deeply touched and prayed with us to invite Jesus into their hearts.
About sunset, Luis stepped forward and said, “I want what Jesus offers!”
We were shocked and thrilled. Today, Luis is one of the top surgeons in Cuba but far more important, he is one of the top evangelists!
The head of the English Department, as it turns out, was a spy, to keep the government informed of what we American Christians were doing. Shortly after Luis’ confession, she and her husband prayed to receive Christ into their hearts!
After 18 years, I was seldom the harvester, usually only the seed planter who also did some watering of the seeds. What wonderful gifts the Lord gave our many teams and we saw such conversions time after time! Thank you Lord! :o)

Luis and his believing daughter.
Let me summarize what I learned through all this with four points. But as I go through these, search how each relates to you:
#1 - There is a God! God created this universe and you and He loves you as His child. God is there and He is moving in your life. I know that is true for me, and if you don’t believe it, how do you explain a color blind, seizure disordered kid getting to fly those sophisticated fighters? Open yourself to how he is moving in your life.
#2 - God is holy, perfect in every way. Sin is anything that keeps us from being perfect like God. Because of our sin, our relationship with him is strained. Because of my pride, I was truly separated from Him.
God is a just God, He must show justice and punish us for our sins. That would lead to eternal separation from God.
#3 - But, despite our contrary behavior, God still loves us with an unconditional love. So, God made a provision for us. He was willing to be punished in our place for all the things we do wrong. So God, as Jesus, died in our place. Now, because Jesus has already been punished for your sins, YOU ARE FORGIVEN! But this forgiveness is a gift and isn't yours until you accept it. It's an option. You have the choice to accept it... or reject it or ignore it, which is the same as rejecting.
#4 - The only thing you have to do to receive God's Forgiveness, Grace and Eternal Presence in your life is to prayerfully ask for it. That’s the option that I finally selected. Simply admit to God that you know you have sin in your life, you know that you can't get rid of that sin on your own. But you know that Jesus can... and did. By believing Jesus did this for you, you are assured of being eternally with Him.
I came to that point where I had to make a decision whether or not to invite Him into my heart. That is what all of us have to do. We have to make a decision, and that decision clearly is the most important decision of your life.
If you would like to make this decision, please consider saying my closing prayer with me. But remember, God is far more interested in your heart than your words. But if these words express the desire of your heart, I would encourage you to make this your prayer."
Dear God, I know that I’m a sinner. I know that I unable to get rid of my sin on my own.
I know that I deserve to be punished for my sin, but I also know that you love me so much that you sent Jesus to die for my sin.
I believe that Jesus’ death on the cross is enough to take away my sin. I believe in Him.
I ask for Your forgiveness, and thank you for already having forgiven me.
Thank you for loving me that much. And thank you for always being available to listen to me.
Lord, right now, I would like to invite you into my heart, and ask you to change my life, forever.
Please accept my humble prayer. Amen.
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